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Member Since: 10/17/2005

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Sunday, November 20, 2005

MOVEDD;

I was too

0VEREXXXP0SED.

found? subscribe please & ty.

lost? leave a comment & ill get back to you =)


im so ODFHASDFKASJK. u made me feel so fric'kn embarassed.. imma hate you now. i hate you .

i think ill go slap you .

you frick'n female dog ><


Saturday, November 19, 2005

haven't gone to his site yet to see if hes better hehe. but ok. davidd >< aha i think he likes someone lmfao what if its laina LOLOL im gonna smack him! he knows better than that. if he likes tom that would be freak'n funny tho.

feelin wird lately. dont know why

theresa pissing me off ><

skrewed up my ss.. needa finish mandarin.. and do something about english.. but i dont know what.. so ><

oh gosh. i wonder if i still like him.

you think yorue SO cool dont you you think youre SO cool cuz ur talking to kristine and me? ya well ur not ur a loser u know why? because everytime you talk to us you talk as if you're our best friend or something. its ok if you talk to us but we're not your best friends we have our own friends and you should find your own too. i know this sounds really mean coming from me but really, i dont want to be your friend. so im snapping at you everyday now. ahah you probably think im PMS-ing everyday lmao. you wish you freak. get a life. please.

gosh im so pissed off at him. >< i know i shouldnt be but i am


Friday, November 18, 2005

what a horrible day.

it was so very interesting in math how i didnt fail. member how i said iw asgonna cry. well if it were a regular day then heck ya id cry like heckk. >=( 'cause i did this morning holy crap i wasn't counting on it ><; i scared kathy by it and everything im not gona write a lot here and its gonna be really random because im gonna write it in my notebook today. lol. so yeah.

i think he was sad today. and i hope i dont like him anymore ^^;

have a nice day.

DID I CALL IT OR WHAT? he's like sad or pissed off or whatever.. so yea. lol. very interesting. -.-

i cant believe i totally broke down and started crying before school.. that is SO not like me.. ><


Teehee. I think I cried myself to sleep last night. 'Cause these weird things are around my eyes.. *Shrugs*. Hm. I dont want this xanga to turn into one of those "Help Me I'm Desperate and I Want Attention" xanga's.. lol.. it's just my thoughts.. ><.

I don't like the beginning of the song.. but the rest is ok i guess.  *Shrugs* It's like.. somehow between.. what I want to feel.. and what I do feel.

Yes I know its all BSB but hey its all good =)

First song => On my site.
Second song => To come.

Second song is kind of more touching.. makes me sadish. lol probably because it's supposed to be for someone who died... lol.. i can relate to that so much.. especially this year.. ><

I Still...

Who are you now?
Are you still the same
Or did you change somehow?
What do you do
At this very moment when I think of you?
And when I'm looking back
How we were young and stupid
Do you remember that?
Baby

No matter how I fight it
Can't deny it
Just can't let you go
I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
Now look at me
Instead of moving on, I refuse to see
That I keep coming back
And I'm stuck in a moment
That wasn't meant to last (to last)
I've tried to fight it
Can't deny it
You don't even know

That I still need you
I still care about you
Though everything's been said and done
I still feel you
Like I'm right beside you
But still no word from you
Ohhhh
Wish I could find you
Just like you found me
Then I would never let you go (without you)
Though everything's been said and done (yeah)
I still feel you (I still feel you)
Like I'm right beside you (like I'm right beside you)
But still no (still no word) word from you


Never Gone

The things we did, the things we said
Keep coming back to me and make me smile again
You showed me how to face the truth
Everything that's good in me I owe to you

Though the distance that's between us
Now may seem to be too far
It will never seperate us
Deep inside I know you are

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close, everyday
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (yeah)
Never gone

No no no
I walk alone these empty streets
There is not a second you're not here with me
The love you gave, the grace you've shown
Will always give me strength and be my cornerstone

(Somehow)
Somehow you found a way
To see the best I have in me
As long as time goes on
I swear to you that you will be

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way
Even though for now we've gotta say goodbye
I know you will be forever in my life (in my life yeah)

Never gone from me
If there's one thing I believe (I believe)
I will see you somewhere down the road again

Never gone, never far
In my heart is where you are
Always close (always close)
Everyday (everyday)
Every step along the way



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